Why????

I always question myself.... why is it like this????
People whom you love the most and care the most hurt you the most???

But I finally found out that it’s not the others but myself who is hurting me. Because I am the one who has given the permission for them to hurt me.

Then why did I give them the permission??? It’s because I feel they are nearer and dearer to me. I care for them; I value them the most in my life.

Oh my god....

It’s like answering the question...
“Which came first??? The chicken or the egg”

Let me go back to the work instead of getting caught in this dead lock :D